Getting real.

Knowing somethings and believing the truth, is not the same as excercising the same. You could believe something to be the higher truth, but to excercise it everyday is a challenge. 

I wish I will take this one and come out a winner.


Watch out ,watch out!! Don’t catch that train

Good morning guys!!! And good night to those who are wearing their night caps, I am waiting on the station to catch my train, thinking about how we are always waiting for something or the other to happen , to make us happy.

If you are in that category my friend, beware, you won’t catch that happy train. Since a long time I have been waiting for my”train” to a perfect body. Waiting for the weight loss to happen , so I can be happy.

 If you wait for a certain goal in your life to make you happy, then I assure you, your mind WILL find another goal as soon as you finish your first one, making you race for peace again.

And you would be going circles, without feeling the bliss of life.

I finally have started a major project to achieve my perfect body weight and I pledged to be happy throughout the journey, I will enjoy my not eating phase and savor the food that I need to, and say ‘in your face, you negative calories’ to those that are desirables but with ‘un’.

Enough with giving your life controls to things should be in your control, life is rich , with so many things to indulge in, let’s not complicate it , make it simple.

Make goals to achieve success, but don’t tie your life around in knots for it. If your soul is well fed, you will find peace everywhere, don’t let your soul go hungry. The more you feel happy and grateful , the better you chances to find success.

I am going to cherish my life, my family and be happy and beautiful.

Suck it, negativity, I have no room for you.

Not even yourself.

And the key is to be happy, believe you have everything, of course you do, YOU ARE AWESOME! You have everything to liven up your Beautiful beautiful life. And work with that happiness to achieve your goals.

My best of luck to all you guys out there trying so hard to find your bliss, I am with you too. I wish a best of luck to me , from all of you.

Thank you so much.

Be happy without any reason , be grateful for every season,

Let there be good.


My little monkey-son has recently started karate classes. By Recently I  mean yesterday .

With eyes cast down, my little monkey informed me “I don’t want to do karate, because you will be too proud of me”

I was laughing inside at his selection of words but outside I replied” I won’t be proud of you, I won’t watch you”

“but mommy will you be a little proud of me? ”

“Yes , if you let me watch !”

with tear sliding down he tried again” but¬†I don’t want to do karate”

By the time I got him dressed, he was crying big time. It was time to call the story teller.image

“But honey, everyone in your school has to do karate, everyone will go at different places to do this, if you don’t, you will get 50 pages in homework. Would you like that?”image


That put his perspective in place . And he liked the class a lot.image


I Need to toughen him up, I am all come-here-baby-lets-go-if-you-don’t-want-to-do-this. But I need to make him strong inside and out. You cannot baby them too much, it will just make them insecure and doubtful of themselves ,when they grow up.

You don’t want that. Refrain yourself ¬†from being to protective, you want your sons to be brave.

I have to bottle my feelings sometime, the overwhelming urge to give him a hug when he is crying, or just giving in to the motherhood. It will be good for his future, and he knows mommy loves him.

We had a wonderful mother & son lunch after his class. Monkey-boy’s ¬†feelings for the same transpired “its okay”¬†“I don’t like it so much, I want to go home and play my legos.”

I on the otherhand had a great time. Raising boys is like riding a roller-coaster, too many ups and downs, you have to ride it!  But I love it, I will miss his childhood so much.

Have fun with your kids before they grow up. Laugh at all the silly things they laugh at, be a great part of your kids life, girl or boy, their childhood wont come back, and you get to be a child with them.

Let there be good.

No lunch box today!!

imageThat’s what freedom is about today for me. Every morning I wake up and in between all my routines I am cooking three ears for the three of us. And running to get my son ready ,and it’s ¬†a havoc.

Not today.

Rey has a birthday party lunch in school and I took a day of for making lunch for myself n hubby,so today mommy is free…free…free. I can hear the echoes, can you?

Spent the morning leisurely, talking to mom and dad in India, while getting Rey ready for school, took a nice shower, without rushing myself.. Dropped Rey to school, ran to catch the train (literally). Ahhhh! Still the taste of freedom  in my mouth.

Every small victory, every small burst of joy, magnified, would be a delicious refreshing soup to serve your your soul.

so today’s recipes ingredients for lunch are,

a breeze of ease,

with some precious picked me time,

a dash of thrill,

heapful of relief.

Simmer everything in a fresh morning bowl and enjoy the rest of the day.

Give food to your wonderful loving soul, healthy yummy food.

You are so fortunate for all that you have, cherish every part of yourself and your life. Go out there and win , whatever you wanted to. Let your soul thrive, let love guide, spread your happy vibes.

And Let there be good.

Consistently inconsistent!!

That’s what I have been for some months now. Procrastinating, or jumbled up somewhere else, unnecessarily wasting and passing of time at places made for doing the very same.

So I am giving myself a start over.


I readily forgive myself and pledge to do better. So easy to believe one’s self, and forgive too, but your mind will hold on to those things, inflicted by someone else. I have been asking myself to forgive others, let those people not hold any power over my life. And I resolve to do better. holding those grudges does not do good. So I am gonna empower myself. Be the better person, and forgive others as easily as I did myself.

I have been struggling with some chemical imbalance, which I am trying very hard to fight, and still struggling. One minute I am alright, happy and giving and the next minute I feel like my life will crumble, I will loose myself, alone in this wide world I have no one to talk to, what will I do?

(The daylight savings makes talking to my family very difficult, cause when I complete my duties and wish to talk to them ,its already past their sleeping time in India, rendering me helpless state, during my chemical imbalance, otherwise I always tell myself I can talk to them later.)


At that moment, life is so unyielding. Hubby asked me to keep myself busy, when I am busy I don’t fall apart, he asked me to read The Magic, ¬†but I know in mind that its not me who is scared, I have always loved myself,¬†its the chemicals, I refuse to take medications, I don’t want to give my life control to medicines. I meditate instead. ¬†It has helped me differentiate between the¬†chemicals and my true self.


My mom dad has helped a lot, from thousands of miles apart. They helped me remember, who I am. I was blaming myself for everything that went wrong. And defensing myself . My sister opened my eyes, and helped me, keep my state. And hubby is always there to put hand over my forehead and just be there. Though they doesn’t understand what’s happening, they are doing there best to keep me sane, when I am not sure of myself. I don’t wish to live like this, and I will fight when I am hit with my challenges. Love is keeping me alive and I will fight this with all the love inside. I am so grateful for my family. I can not thank enough for you guys.


Let love rule your life, let goodness overcome yourself, lets be the best person on this planet.

Let there be good.

P.S I love you all, may you be blessed with a warm fulfilling life, with joy and happiness creeping up to you wherever you go.